Unloved

I waited for your call I've waited for it all But I'm not waiting no more I stayed up all night Hoped for no more fights But I'm done slamming the door When you told me not tonight I knew you needed time Didn't think that meant a month I returned your old shirt But then you had the urge To tell me I was enough And then I felt like I could conquer the world Finally I was heard It happened all again I ran back to my friends And they said I told you so You stopped texting back Should I be the one to ask Did you always plan to go It's been a while Since I've seen you and I've smiled And I haven't gone out much I see that you called I was almost fooled by it all But I'd rather just lie unloved Cause I felt I was crushed by the world And no one heard