wish i knew

Crashed your car For the sake of making others wonder Where you are Wish I knew what sent you under Wish I knew Pinch in the spine, Ache of the head, shaking hands, Compulsions to lie Wish I knew what it was, how it ends Wish I knew Absorb the sun, soak up the rain Take in the pain or what's left of it Relearn to love, wash out the stain, Swallow the pain or crush it up Inhale the dust Watch it pass by April's moving faster, faster Fall from the sky But I could never tell her, tell her That I knew Absorb the time, gather your will Swallow the pill or suck it up It's hubris, it's pride If it makes me ill, if it's out to kill, I'll cover up Is that enough? Is that enough? Reading the room, Searching for an understanding I can't read you Wish I knew what you are, the ending Wish I knew Wish I knew Wish I knew Think I do