late night TV

Dad put on the late night news To ignite the static in my soul Indulge in the fluorescent blues To get my mind off who you hold I stare into the great abyss Zone out as the TV drones Fade into pixelated bliss But I, wish I wasn't here alone Try not to think about your arms around Her or him, instead I fix My eyes onto the screen ahead Won't take the hit, channel switch I'm falling deeper every time I try to push you out my life But you're in everything I do and say Ingrained in every part of me I can't sleep I can't think I can't breathe without you next to me Paralyzed Regret is ever blooming inside Cause baby I let us die And now you'll never be mine Again Can't find distraction anywhere It's driving me up the wall Prosaic pastimes just don't work When you were my all and all Try not to think about your arms around Her or him, instead I fix My eyes onto the screen ahead Won't take the hit, channel switch I'm falling deeper every time I try to push you out my life But you're in everything I do and say Ingrained in every part of me I can't sleep I can't think I can't breathe without you next to me Paralyzed Regret is ever blooming inside Cause baby I let us die And now you'll never be mine Again Oh pretty baby I'm going crazy I can't be stagnant When my head is racing Thought I could afford to lose you Erase the hearts that you drew But really I'm just stupid Cause I took your love and used it up Mhm I used it up Dad put on the late night news No, no But when I watch I think of you