girl next door

I hate that I can't look at the sun The sunset's so pretty I come undone I know it's bad for my eyes but maybe I'd rather be blind Than never again see the sun streak the sky Like a thousand fireflies And I wish I could paint so you could see what I see Because it makes me think of you, it makes me think of us It makes me think of the ways I could've saved the two of us Makes me wonder if I always knew Before you pointed out you loved her too You said it's true I'll never go a day without loving you Knew I'd be the one you woke up to So just how long was I stood on thin ice for Before you changed your mind and went to the girl next door I see you with her dancing under the tree I feel sixteen when I see you not with me I see you smile at her, like she's the only girl you've ever seen And it breaks me because I know you never looked at me like that And I can't go back and change the past oh no Because it makes me think of you, it makes me think of us It makes me think of the ways I could've saved the two of us Makes me wonder if I always knew Before you pointed out you loved her too You said it's true I'll never go a day without loving you Knew I'd be the one you woke up to So just how long was I stood on thin ice for Before you changed your mind and went to the girl next door Now I'm running to old books and old films I've seen Trying to figure out what'd make you treat me Like this And my friends can't answer why I wouldn't give up Why I'd still want to believe in love Like ours Because it makes me think of you, it makes me think of us It makes me think of the ways I could've saved the two of us Makes me wonder if I always knew Before you pointed out you loved her too You said it's true I'll never go a day without loving you Knew I'd be the one you woke up to So just how long was I stood on thin ice for Before you changed your mind and went to the girl next door