Montana

I've been thinkin', thinkin' 'bout the river My spirit's gone away It ran to find you, got swept up in the river My spirit's gone away I learned to love deep water after you first pushed me in You opened my eyes and made me more human than I've ever been But I have trouble letting go sometimes I hold on too tight to what I wish was mine and I lose to Montana every time I don't have a voice anymore, but some things are better left unsaid Like the way I just wish you'd forget about the real world and finally choose me instead 'Cause I have trouble letting go sometimes I hold on too tight to what I wish was mine and I lose to Montana every time How am I supposed to stay in love If you decide the big sky's your home? Let me be free, let me let go Let me be loved on my own You choose your words so carefully; what are you trying not to say Why can't you just break down your walls and be messy with me 'Cause I have trouble letting go sometimes I hold on too tight to what I wish was mine and I lose to Montana every time It's been too long dear, too long since I last saw you My spirit's gone away I tried to find it, went back to the river My spirit's gone away