Awfully Hard

It's been a lot, it's been a lot It's been awfully hard Is all you seem to reflect in you and I's regard I felt a difference in my chest I watched my fucking yard Just rot away like every day As you come shade my star I used to run straight for that spot Whenever winds were blowing Thinking I'm sheltered for the moment So I must be chosen Thinking you would really invest And morph into my clothing Skin on my back, and matter fact You'd never do me bogus Thinking hopeless Hoping that we could blow it Down 95 inside my ride While bumping to some old shit To intertwine into your thighs Was not my only motive Even though that open-legged Dress gone mess with my emotions Every time I'm losing focus Every time I'm losing focus Every time I'm losing focus I gaze in and out of reality My focus shift And fantasize about the size Of what's behind them hips You lying out your lip You play me baby I am qualified to bust your shit Know I'm addicted to the Warmth that radiates your skin And like the floor of a forest I tend to catch you leave I ponder who and what You think of when you not with me I caught myself from falling from The thoughts that haunt these trees I know it's nobody around that Lean or rock like me That beat the cream out of the box like me Like you a fiend and I'm the rock nightly Now ever so slightly We drift away from our connected paths But I'm still focused On your rear like it's reflective glass Every time I'm losing focus Every time I'm losing focus Every time I'm losing focus Every time I'm losing focus