Hard to forget

It's hard to believe it Where I came from I hardly remember What I tend to forgot But it's hard to forget All I been missing Don't wanna loose it But Don't want to have it It's complicated Its Hard to forget I'm loosing my mind just a little Tryna figure out what it is about me That I keep Fucking up and messing things that I don't mean to Oh oh How it feels to be me Oh oh Who it is that is me All we need Would it help me To Finally call you Say that I'm sorry That I'll fix this and I'm not cold I don't know why I can't erase you from my head Oh no hold it in Idk if it's gotten to you but it's gotten to me It's hard to forgetx2