Diary of a Paranoid

Morning I'm a lazy little dud My day starts with a blink I suddenly woke abruptly provoked by a puddle of virgin blood In my kitchen sink It's noon and I'm sweating whatever you call it I need to speak to my doctor now Life is a mess refrain to address the elephant in the room I want therapy I don't know how Life is not what we make it to be unfortunately Understanding reality I die inside and weep Behind the walls the demons creep I curl in agony Someone help me Afternoon I could barely drink my tea Am I seeing things that aren't there? What's so wrong with me? Sun's already setting The dark is keeping me scared Turns out I am seeing things that aren't there I told almost everyone nobody cared Life is not just a little game to play sorry to say I see shapes in gray I die inside and weep Behind the walls the demons creep I curl in agony Someone help me! The walls are closing in I am out of space to breathe I writhe is this the end? Somebody out there please help me! It's midnight 12 AM In bed wondering how tomorrow will be This is the millionth time this happens In a cage made just for me