what's best

My dear my hoax You have me by the throat And for once I can see the way you do things But it's not enough to let me go My love my one and only friend I know your worlds coming to an end But I can't feel the way you feel things And I don't have time to understand Say my name and never go away If times the test I'll do my best Don't say it's for my sake Stay okay and tell me I'm afraid It's up to me It's in my head I hate it when you say I just wanted what's best for you Oh my how nice You really saved me from my own demise I just wanted to see it through Oh why did I There's nothing perfect but worth it is a lie It's commonly said Goodbyes are not the end Then why do I act like nothings wrong And you look like time has been misspent Life's decay put on full display If we choose to speak our hand falls weak They'll quickly pull and aim Stay okay and tell me I'm the same No matter what I paid the cut I'll listen when you say I just wanted what's best for you Oh my how nice You really saved me from my own demise I just wanted to see it through Oh why did I There's nothing perfect but worth it is a lie