Until I Tied That Knot

You know the warm, red scarf that I wore with you Like a point of view- I was one, we were two Well, when I wear it now, it wears me, too And I wish I knew what on earth to do Because I like how it looks when I put it on But it makes me feel like I'm in your arms And I'm not Well I guess I forgot Until I tied that knot I know it sounds like I shouldn't keep it 'round The scarf I found, cause it brings me back down But it hurts when I try to throw it out Fingers wrapped around it and tightening with doubt Because if I give it up like I'm supposed to do It's like I'm giving up every last chance with you That I've got That's something I'd never thought Until I tied that knot I own a few, I see them in shops But this is the last one that I bought And it still feels new, like I felt with you It holds me in and holds me up It whispers memories of honest love And I can't undo it cause I'm tied up, too You know the warm, red scarf that I wore that day When the wind was crazy, but you kept me safe It's been tucked in a drawer, folded carefully Like I had a say, put it on anyway And now I'm wrapped in the love that we had that fall It's warm and it's welcoming and it's all That I want And it's all that I'd fought Until I tied that knot