Numb

Who's that looking back at me I'm not the little girl I used to be and Blind trust and innocence are gone Who's that on the bathroom floor Tears streaking down my throat's so sore from Screamin' at the top of my lungs Searching, longing, for those feelings What have I become How did I get so numb I've been shutting down I'm tired and I'm so numb I keep wondering How did I get so numb Now I'm staring down the barrel of what's to come How did I get so So numb A blank face staring back at me Been looking for a spark to rescue me from That little voice that always drags me down Erase all those memories Of the haters and the ones that doubted me 'cause They're just scared of all that I could be I'm still searching, longing, for those feelings What have I become? How did I get so numb I've been shutting down I'm tired and I'm so numb I keep wondering How did I get so numb Now I'm staring down the barrel of what's to come How did I get so So numb I'm so tired of this hollow feeling All this pain is so revealing Could it be my soul is finally healing I need healing How did I get so numb I've been shutting down I'm tired and I'm so numb I keep wondering How did I get so numb Now I'm staring down the barrel of what's to come How did I get so So numb So numb