Final Moments

I don't wanna get out of bed I just wanna lay here What if I stopped breathing? Then I could just lay here I know it makes you sad But to me, it sounds peaceful I know it makes you mad Does that make me evil? Or selfish I can't help it I'm drowning Ina pool of regret The things I never Should have said What if I held a gun to my head? Does that make me suicidal? Pull the trigger now I'm dead Someone check my vitals I know it makes you sad I'm finally at peace now I know it makes you mad But at least I can breathe now I'm selfish I can't help it I wasn't happy With the life I had chosen So I decided To leave You broken I don't wanna get out of bed I just wanna lay here