Forgive Myself

Wide awake 3:00 AM It's the moment that I dread All the memories tossing and turning in my head Why do I torture myself like this Type out the text and don't hit send oh Cause I'm stuck in these motions Ooo Yeah I'm stuck in these motions Yeah I'm giving advice I'm not gonna take Staying at home cause I'm not okay If I could I would take back what was stolen But I should Maybe switch up my focus This whole time I wanted apologies from someone else But I think the person I need to forgive is myself It's my mind calling back everything that I've done wrong When I'm out with my friends I can't seem to shut it off Why can't I just get over it Or try my best to play pretend oh Cause I'm stuck in these motions Ooo Yeah I'm stuck in these motions Yeah I'm giving advice I'm not gonna take Staying at home cause I'm not okay If I could I would take back what was stolen But I should Maybe switch up my focus This whole time I wanted apologies from someone else But I think the person I need to forgive is myself I need to Need to Forgive Forgive myself I need to Need to Forgive Hey Maddie Um I've never left a voicemail before but here it goes so Just wondering when you're coming to Ollie's house I heard you're a wreck but that's okay Because we're gonna like Somehow we're gonna have brownies and stuff So it's gonna be great