Worst Human Being Alive

I don't say what's in my head Half the time cause it's a mess They say I'll go to hell if I am honest with myself I don't know if I'm alright Pretty sure no one really is I'm so anxious all the time Maybe I'm the worst human being alive I took a few years To call you back I had to work through Being in a cage full of leeches They took my best And told me it was The ugliest thing Always distracted With sinkhole eyes I can't get my fill Working all the time Buried in debt Some stupid dream Thought I'd live my life But I forgot I don't say what's in my head Half the time cause it's a mess They say I'll go to hell if I am honest with myself I don't know if I'm alright Pretty sure no one really is I'm so anxious all the time Maybe I'm the worst human being alive Try not to be a disappointment In the end we're so small and stupid Try not to be a disappointment In the end we're so small and stupid I don't say what's in my head Half the time cause it's a mess They say I'll go to hell if I am honest with myself I don't know if I'm alright Pretty sure no one really is I'm so anxious all the time Maybe I'm the worst human being alive