Cement Shoes

I'm tired of fighting, I'm pretty spent Sapped of all my passion and strength But in my desolation, the void has been filled with cement And I'd come up for air, if I had energy to spare But I'm so far beneath the surface that I'll surely drown before I got there And I think, no I know, the monster within me is quietly taking control And I'm told, he'll strangle me senseless until I am lifeless and cold Until I am lifeless and cold Maybe I'm just so forgiving, because I'm just so fucked up Hurt the people closest to me because Sometimes my best still isn't good enough And I will suffocate in a lake of my own lies Seems like I'll never reach the bottom but I see it approaching and I know I'll be there in due time And I think, no I know, the monster within me is quietly taking control And I'm told, he'll strangle me senseless until I am lifeless and cold No I know, the monster within me is quietly taking control And I'm told, he'll strangle me senseless until I am lifeless and cold Until I am lifeless and cold I, I, I, I'm drowning I feel like I'm drowning I, I, I, I'm drowning I feel like I'm drowning And I think, no I know, the monster within me is quietly taking control And I'm told, he'll strangle me senseless until I am lifeless and cold No I know, the monster within me is quietly taking control And I'm told, he'll strangle me senseless until I am lifeless and cold Until I am lifeless and cold