Different Now

Told me up front that you were trouble Guess I can blame myself for thinkin' you lied And hurtin' my pride Stop all my senses, drunk off your whiskey lips I should have quit while I was ahead Now I'm fucked up instead And I know we both said I'm sorry, but I hate seein' you around It's different now, it's different now And you pull me into your static, but I wish I could drown you out I don't know how, it's different now Played with my heart, so rough and tumble Messed with my head, now I got PTSD When you look at me When you're near me, I'm suffocating Why am I still wasting all this time Wanting you to be mine And I know we both said I'm sorry, but I hate seein' you around It's different now, it's different now And you pull me into your static, but I wish I could drown you out I don't know how, it's different now Ooh, ooh Ooh, oh-oh, oh-oh Please set me free Please, please set me free And I'm lost, I'm lost, I'm lost, I'm lost in you But I'm lost, I'm lost, I'm lost, I'm lost in you And I try to let go, yeah, I put up a fight But you follow me into my dreams every night And you said you need space, I said I won't call But I'm stuck In your orbit, I can't seem to crawl away I'm lost, and I'm lost, and I'm lost, I'm lost, I'm lost, I'm lost, I'm lost, I'm lost I'm lost, I'm lost in you And I know we both said I'm sorry, but I hate seein' you around It's different now, it's different now And you pull me into your static, but I wish I could drown you out I just don't know how, it's different now But I'm lost, I'm lost, I'm lost, I'm lost in you I'm so lost, I'm so lost, I'm so lost, I'm still lost in you