Letting go.

Yeah My fire needs rekindling My manners are outstanding My mother raised a gentleman I set the record straight even when I'm feeling out of place Forsake whoever doubted me I label you as fake If you know me and you look at where I came from Hear me rapping and relate to where I'm coming from It's poetic make it plain and simple Bumps on my road to riches I swerve the lanes to try to miss them My brother overseas yeah I miss him Vacant and lonely Nobody really want to get to know me Saying they my homie when I call them they be acting phony Way back to when I really cared Apologizing is the last resort I would dare Is you laughing or you crying what's up with the tears I been fed up with the negligence for many years When I say it I won't take it back Winning the mentality no losing can't do none of that It's harder when you face the facts I'm the only one who people count on It's what it feels like But everything isn't what it seems in the lowlight Taking all my anger to the drawing boards again to get the mind right Waiting for the blessing so I hang tight Tighter than a bitch with a french braid People switching sides stabbing backs call them switchblades (Getting paid) Only option left I'm getting older as I count the days Living for the better days preparing when they fade away Living for people to make them happy forgot how to feel Listening to problems giving feedback I keep it real I keep it real why can't they just do the same for me I want to know the deal Secrets I be keeping signed sealed I bury hatchets all the time not a shovel needed Forgiving feeling like a sin watch me do it all again Nothing changed when I did it Man I can't believe it yeah (Man I can't believe it) Man this karma so real I be scared when I mess up Caught up in my lies when I speak I be fucked up Tore up from the floor up I stress it with a emphasis I say it hell of times cause other niggahs got me fucked up It's the most so majority They treat me like I'm different They addressing me accordingly Can't see the love I love the hate Ignoring all the pressure fill my cup to sip the pain away That shit don't always work Because it's so much that your heart can take Use to wash up in the sink at granny crib (What a time to be alive) Not ashamed explaining how I use to live Got a problem we can sort it out Can't leave my shit unwritten Everything I say is word of mouth Believe it not a single doubt Guilty when I take some days off even a day off I set my standards past the moon I know my labor got to pay off The way I'm living similar to loans I got to pay off My mind is in the future but my heart is in the past Inspiration at its finest everybody fixing to see me spazz One hit wonder tell the critics fixing to show your ass Yelling out in public tell her damn you really showed your ass Not for all the scenery No hesitation do the dash Letting go is harder when you start to get a grip I be leading by example compliment me for my leadership It's a time for fun and games strictly business like a dealership I'm very possessive about my paper I take ownership