Too deep.

Yeah Yeah Heavy day Yeah Barely putting food on my plate Was trying to save my cake Helping momma pulling the weight Wish you could see my face Home is where the heart should be No love for this philosophy I pray at morning pray at night To hear somebody talk to me Yeah our father which are in heaven Can you see my struggle Hurdles in the way for the lesson No pieces for the puzzle To a point that I don't like coming home I even tried to put my differences aside so we could get along Remember back when I was wishing I was grown like the others Now I got what I was wishing for I'm this shit alone I wonder how she feels going to work to get a check For her to have to spend it all so she would never be in debt You tell me I'm not grateful when I'm happy for it all Tried explaining but you think I'm being hateful not at all Its like my view of everything doesn't matter Why be calm and collected When all I hear in my ear is the evil chatter Speaking on my single mother what she do to you And what my life would be without her Not a single clue I like to save those kind of thoughts for later down the line We seen the toughest times Always told me we'll be fine I'll be damned if I let this world we living in break me Much rather let it make me The design is so divine I like to tell her that I love her every time she feel behind She the strongest woman that I ever knew I say it all the time Who am I to judge a book by the cover Who am I to shame another when they found them a lover Yeah who am I to laugh at somebody's troubles My perspective was reborn give a thanks to my mother Look I'm always seeing better ways of living than others And still getting through the spaces everytime I feel cluttered Seeing how my momma living Want to give her more And I won't sleep until I do So you can rest assure Been trying to squeeze a dollar from a dime Still ain't makin cents Look to God for the answers He was giving hints I been harder on myself I'm so quiet I everything reveal for itself That's why it's always kept Struggles took in depth My revelation should have hell of left The boundaries I understood but had to overstep Just to get where I'm at I didn't choose all the things that happened I had no time to reminisce I had to make it happen Yeah It's been inside of me for so long I just had to let this shit go Ain't no other way to do it but this way