Addict

Animalistic I'm hunting myself With addiction Time was spent slitting my wrist Gripping pistols and shit Gettin twisted And filling the void with a fix I was a bitch to the lifestyle I wasnt shit I was lifted Childish ways Childhood fucked up But I am still gifted I am so wildly idealistic I can envision I just admire what's given I am so stylish Check the entire attire My fits are just stricken wit sickness Goin one way Then I shifted I made a bad judgement Adjusted and pivot Substance consumption And suffered so quickly I am designer I'm gucci Givenchy I am Leo dicap And im davinci I'm so fatigued Dying more quickly Drivin myself insane License is iffy Triflin lil bitches And money and problems and fights Man my life was so empty Why am I like this Why am I different Why do people I love just get so damn distant Why do I f*ck up When I am a business Why in the hell Do I live with addiction F*ck everything I am not livin Life is a bitch then you die Life is a bitch so get high Life is a bitch so you run Life is a bitch so you hide Life is a bitch so you lie Addicted so I'm not alive I do not live I just survive Life is a bitch then you die I had a great idea Pick up a bottle I saw this shit growing up And Followed the model Drink till you f*ck off the day Repeat it tomorrow Rehab calls Just say you'll be there tomorrow Lie to yourself And hurt some more people Treat yourself badly Like you are not equal The drink so good No room for nice Just be evil Live by your own laws No need for a sequel Your life is a movie You die tragically ok Life hard that's your excuse Use that shit always This ain't even addiction You friends think it's a phase It's cool I guess to wake up In a hospital hallway Vomiting all day Whether drinks Heroin crack Or the pills that are all great Blame everyone else I mean its everyone's fault but your own mane Look at yourself nigga You got whole life its all made