Toxic

I know I'm getting older But I don't feel any wiser Are you sure I'm getting better How can you tell I thought I was in control I put the work in (Put the work in) So afraid to let my guard down I fear the anger will get out If I'm the one who's toxic Then how do I escape it When all I wanna do is be Well again, well again Well again, well again, uh My feet feel welded to the floor Like my running days are over I've scrubbed away my past My skin is burning Red raw And I know I'm always angry And I know I'm always sad And I know you know I'm trying But I know you see it's bad And I'm trying to shut my mind up Trying to stop the tears But what if I'm the one (I'm the one) I'm the one If I'm the one who's toxic Then how do I escape it When all I wanna do is be Well again, well again Well again, well again, uh My feet feel welded to the floor Like my running days are over I've scrubbed away my past My skin is burning Red raw When all I wanna do is be Well again, well again Well again, well again, uh My feet feel welded to the floor Like my running days are over I've scrubbed away my past My skin is burning Red raw