Alone Tonight

I just wanna be alone tonight I just wanna stay home and cry In my little room Where I'm used to I don't wanna go out with friends And look like a fool again I'll just hide away Like I do every day Drowning in my shame Lord I need a change How did I get like this All those younger days I miss If I stay in this room, I'll die I say I'm not lonely, but I lie Will I always rely on My own shoulder to cry on Oh Lord I need a change This room is too small For the size of all my dreams I don't wanna be alone tonight I don't wanna stay at home and cry In my little room Where I'm used to Lord I need a change But I must do more than pray Life waits outside But this door only I Can open