Not Fun

It's not fun For me to like someone All these feelings get too much It's not fun So I just cut and run 'Cause when I want him, he wants her And if he wanted me, that might be worse No it's not right For me to dream at night To get my hopes up and then break down Butterflies They only feel like knives Reminding me to stick to dreams 'Cause love songs aren't sung for girls like me No they're never sung Oh it's not fun To feel like a joke Am I supposed to be mature and confident by now Instead of hiding behind the crowd You say he's just a man It's just holding hands He's just one fish in the sea But if I merely dip my toe in the water you'd see That I drown drown deep It's not fun For me to like someone Cause when I want him he wants her And every time I try the same occurs Reminding me to stick to dreams Cause love songs aren't sung for girls like me No they're never sung Oh I wish just once I wish just once I wish just once it could be fun