Bailing on Your Birthday

Didn't pick myself for my own team Was I taking a stand or was I just being mean When I weigh the pros and cons I'm gonna find a way to tell myself I'm always wrong When I took advice from everyone who spoke My sense of self went up in smoke I'm an insecure Self unassured Death of the party sleeping on the dance floor Self unmade Waste of space Calling too late to be bailing on your birthday It's not always about you I'm bailing on your birthday It's always about me I'm bailing on your birthday I woke up in an identity crisis Before I breathe I'm reaching for my vices a perfect mess A ball of stress A little paranoid and a lot depressed I know I'm meant to practice what I preach But I'm so scared of nearly everything I'm an insecure Self unassured I'll be the death of the party sleeping on the dance floor Self unmade Waste of space Calling too late to be bailing on my birthday It's not always about you I'm bailing on your birthday It's always about me One, deux, trois I'm an insecure Self unassured death of the party sleeping on the dance floor Self unmade Waste of space Calling too late to be bailing on my birthday It's not always about you I'm bailing on your birthday It's always about me I'm bailing on your birthday