Dear Ruby

I've been looking for you In the corners of my mind Behind the dusty pictures Of a life I left behind Why do you hide from me I need your safety Am I falling apart Or just under a spell Should I even care Or is it too late to tell I'm going straight to hell Regardless if I try Sometimes you call In the eye of the storm When I'm lost inside myself You're too restless to ignore I see you bright and clear Just wish I could remember