Ode to December

Don't you let me down so gently And wash me of my sins There is nothing in between us But godforsaken minutes Oh December drops of silver Falling from the sky Don't you let me go so gently I won't survive goodbye I'm gonna follow trails of smoke And I will crumble into coals And I will go and go and go And feeling wrong Everything's wrong Looking through my eyes invading Reading me out loud How to tell you I don't even Have me figured out Blindly we melt against the sun So many moments to be won But we just run and run and run and run away Don't drift away Find me sitting by the window In twenty, thirty years Sipping feelings lost in shadow Vanished all my fears Packed together clean and perfect Feeling in the dark Don't you dare let me go gently I'm everything you are