Green

I don't know if what I make these days you'd even appreciate I can't tell you if I carry any type of tensile strength Not to say I'm not pushing boundaries in my head But I'm brittle where I used to bend I'll explain this to you With them, I get met with Why don't you get better Why are you still blue Green ain't even a creative color What do you mean Your heart feels doused in glitter on a plate Well, days get harder. Rain, it stays I know I'm not fooling anyone anyway I distract myself, throw a dart onto a map Spin it like the wheel of fortune Then I'm never coming back Everybody knows Everybody knows Everybody knows I am a ghost I can't see my fingers anymore I'll explain this to you With them, I get met with Why don't you get better Why are you still blue Green ain't even a creative color What do you mean Your heart feels doused in glitter on a plate Well, days get harder. Rain, it stays I know I'm not fooling anyone anyway Days get shorter, I get SAD I know I'm not fooling anyone anyway I won't lie to you I don't know if you'd like who I've become Sitting in the same bed that we were in before We understood that twenty one Was only one thing to hope to We still had growing up and doing things That we'd never think to do When we were young What do you want? Tell me What do you want? Tell me What do you want? Tell me please Please I'll explain this to you With them, I get met with Why don't you get better Why are you still blue Green ain't even a creative color What do you mean Your heart feels doused in glitter on a plate How do I tell them that I'm not doing okay Doing okay, doing okay, okay I'm not doing okay Doing okay, doing okay Okay, I'm not doing okay Doing okay, doing okay How do I tell them that I'm not doing okay Or do I tell them? I'm not doing okay How do I tell them that I'm not doing okay How do I tell them, do I tell them I'm not doing okay, doing okay How do I tell them that I'm not doing okay How do I tell them Do I tell them How do I Do I I was smiling the whole time