A Vampire's Lament

It's so addicting It's so addicting It's so addicting Self hatred Is so devastating It's so consuming It's so addicting Self hatred My heart has turned into A boiling pit of doom And you A vampiric kind of food I consume anything And anyone who dares get close Because inside me Is a spiraling pit of darkness I'll only hurt you Not because I want to But because I need you I need you I need you