Utopia

I've wasted about ten years of my time Trying out different lives Just to find myself Staring at a wall I wished I could live them all For to waste away time Was much more bearable Than facing my ghost of a soul And I was so in love But what I didn't understand How carried away I'd get I couldn't help it Cause I was so in love Cause I was so alone Cause I was so in love Cause I was alone May the future bring to you What the past has not been able to Although for long it has been night Your eyes will soon adjust to the light