Picking Up After You

Skipping meals choosing not to heal yeah you did it all You saw a great escape that you didn't take you wanted to fall So you did And just blamed it on you being a kid Lost track of time Lost all your mind And finally broke down Made a to do list burned all of it and stayed in your little town You're still here Stuck in your tower made of fear Oh I try to move on I really do But how do I move on when I'm still apart of you We have the same scars we lived the same life So how do I think different when we have the same mind You're in my bones you lived in the same world I do So I'm still picking up after you I look in the mirror and she's still here the girl who made me lose it all And she tears me down turns me around with the words she just installed in me And I start to crumble instantly Oh I try to move on I really do But how do I move on when I'm still apart of you We have the same scars we lived the same life So how do I think different when we have the same mind You're in my bones you lived in the same world I do So I'm still picking up after you Will I ever erase the damage you did Ever grow up from what I faced when I was a kid And when I cry I cry the same tears you weeped How do I forget who I used to be Oh I try to move on I really do From the knives that live inside my brain from the girl who Tore herself down and brings herself down I wonder what she would even think of me now You're in my bones you lived in the same world I do So I'm still picking up after you I do I do