Scared of a Broken Heart

It's a Saturday night I should be living right But I've got nothing to do He should be picking me up in his pickup truck But I cancelled on him at noon And I know I'll never fly if I don't jump I'm not proud to say but I tend to run Cause I'm scared of commitment and I don't like needing I say I'm guarding my heart when I always do the leaving Call it keeping my act together but I'm falling apart But what can I say? I'm just a girl scared of a broken heart Heart, a broken heart I listen to songs on the radio and act like I relate If I gave him a shot then maybe I would but it's already too late Cause I shut the door, locked him out Did the same to my heart I'm hard to figure out Cause I'm scared of commitment and I don't like needing I say I'm guarding my heart when I always do the leaving Call it keeping my act together but I'm falling apart But what can I say? I'm just a girl scared of a broken heart Heart, a broken heart I wish that I could rewind time I wish that I could make up my mind I wish that I could dive all in But every time it feels like I'm falling into an abyss I wish I wasn't like this Cause I'm scared of commitment and I don't like needing I say I'm guarding my heart when I always do the leaving Call it keeping my act together but I'm falling apart But what can I say? I'm just a girl Oh, what can I say? I'm just a girl scared of a broken heart Heart, a broken heart