Mad At The Mountains

I'm mad at you for never showing up And I'm mad because you didn't try I'm mad at you because you stayed in bed And I'm mad at you for never telling me why I'm mad that I'm so easy to abandon And I'm mad because our bodies moved in tandem So I'm mad you're fine giving something like that up After all the trips and all the laughs and all the days in love But you remind me of mountains And blue lakes with silent waves The sun softly chops at our knots And flattens our fears of frivolous days I'm mad at you because you seem so unaffected Can you not feel the absence of what once was so connected? I'm mad because I needed help, too And I'm mad because all that really meant was needing you And I'm mad because you're more scared to be with me Than you are of having to miss me I'm so mad, yeah, I'm so mad Cause we could have been somethin' I'm so mad, I'm so mad Cause now it's all for nothin' I'm so mad, yeah, I'm so mad Stop saying you love me Yeah, I'm so mad You've got me thinking you're above me I'm so mad, yeah, I'm so mad Who are you gonna love next? I'm so mad What if you learn to love the way I wanted?