Mind Missing

Life has been fucking with my mind I'm starting to feel the pressure And now I feel it all the time try not to let it stress me I got some shit up on my mind getting the best of me A couple things looking good but the rest ugly And don't you dare judge me I'm drowning, I smoke the weed just to feel above it F*ck it, I smoke the weed just to feel nothing When it's too much of something I can't fix it's too hard to function A couple puffs to the head just to get me up and At it, in the morning wake n bake party I hit that bitch several times to get my day started I got a couple problems and I don't think I can solve them You get a different type of clarity sitting at rock bottom Like when its get to hard to smile And your world is falling down When you looking round for help and that shit can't be found Ugh, it got me feeling like my mind missing I had to learn the hard way to let people mind they business 'Cause all help ain't good help some only just want to listen Some only just play pretend Some don't know how to be friends But it is what it is I'll never do it again And in the end imma win May God forgive all of my sins Had to let go all of my friends F*ck it don't call me again You all took all I could give But never called to check in It's like it's hard to keep focus When a part of me is broken Feel like my heart has been ripped open Sadness is all that he wrote One o'clock, two o'clock, three o'clock four (am) Cant sleep woke Staring at the mother fucking ceiling feeling alone Pick up my phone looking at my call log like dammit who can I call (dammit who can I call) Scrolling through my list of contacts I must have went through them all Got finished like damn I can't really depend on anybody in this phone And it got me feeling like my mind missing (it got me feeling like my mind missing) And it got me feeling like my mind missing (it got me feeling like my mind missing) Mind mind Life has been fucking with my mind mind Life has been fucking with my mind mind mind mind Life has been fucking with my mind mind No what I'm saying got me feeling like my mind missing Life has been fucking with my mind mind No what I'm saying got me feeling like my mind missing Life has been fucking with my mind mind No what I'm saying got me feeling like my mind missing Life has been fucking with my mind mind No what I'm saying got me feeling like my mind missing Life has been fucking with my mind mind No what I'm saying got me feeling like my mind missing Life has been fucking with my mind mind No what I'm saying got me feeling like my mind missing Life has been fucking with my mind mind No what I'm saying got me feeling like my mind missing Life has been fucking with my mind mind No what I'm saying got me feeling like my mind missing Life has been fucking with my mind mind No what I'm saying got me feeling like my mind missing Life has been fucking with my mind mind No what I'm saying got me feeling like my mind missing Life has been fucking with my mind mind No what I'm saying got me feeling like my mind missing Life has been fucking with my mind mind No what I'm saying got me feeling like my mind missing You will never get a chance to treat me like I'm a piece of shit again Don't call my mother fucking house ever again, do you hear me?