May

Debilitation leaves me blinded I am reminded when I sing It's too early for this ocean, oh no My crookedness is showing I am behind, I'm late, forgotten So I crawl out of the confines Of paradox, how overwhelming The thoughts that turn my mind Caffeinated, insides buzzing Too intense to breathe Too aware my bags are packed And time takes over me No time to stop and heal Careful, you're open again Pay attention quietly Succumb to the quicksand Why can't I be sometimes I guess I'll see you next week The light hurts me, myself, and my sensibilities Take me, save me