House Of Cards

It's late at night the worlds asleep And I'm trying not to think I take some pills cuz my mind bleeds I'm thinking what is wrong with me Because the only thing i know About honesty Is every lie i told That you believed I'm afraid, to be alone I'm afraid, that one day you'll find out And you'll be amazed At the secrets i keep You'll be amazed At my mouth full of lies I'm too afraid to come clean My life's still free in the house of cards Now i can't look you in your eye's Because the guilt is killing me I try disconnect my heart again Just so i can breathe I wanna be myself again But i just can't cuz I'm afraid, to be alone I'm afraid, that one day you'll find out And you'll be amazed At the secrets I keep