Look Back

Feels like a cold dark winter Blanket or coat won't keep the heat in Under my bed there's boxes Of letters and pens, my memories but I don't read them I thought reaching up was the ending of mercy Now I see that love can come down through my bedroom ceiling All I have to do is look back See that all I had was grace In the moment all I knew was I would never find the way On my own, I know Even in that place, You heard my soul I'm hearing whispers Or maybe I've just started listening It's easy to notice I'm not at ease Like I really really used to be I thought giving up was the best thing for my story Now I see Your love has kept me going All I have to do is look back See that all I had was grace In the moment all I knew was I would never find the way On my own, I know Even in that place, You heard my soul I thought tearing out all my pages Would take away the pain, maybe erase it But now I see You're holding onto me Even in my pride, in my lonely night You never left me So I'm gonna look back See that all I had was grace In the moment all I knew was I would never find a way On my own, I know Even in that place, You heard my soul