Foolish Endevor(the spirit wakes, Listen!)

Theres been a melancholy hanging on in my head I know I should be moving but I cant leave my bed The truth is im sinking and I dont know what to do To keep my head above it all so I'll just talk to you On the telephone You say hello there, how are you on this day? Why I couldn't be better but I guess that its ok The truth is I never feel like I'm worth your time Why do you still come around and act like you're mine When we're all alone Drinking just got me drunk and I dont like that no more But being sobers frightening when everything's a chore The truth is I always wished I'd never see the day But now that I've made it here I guess that its ok To be friends with you Now that my mind is lifted from the deep Out of the slumber depression makes you sleep I know its ok To be ok