disappear

Late nights in Chicago Surrounded, but somehow I'm all alone (You're so alone) Take time, get my mind right Tired of living in the limelight(just go) I know I can't please you You're superficial and it bleeds through Can't live up to your expectations Tired of degradation I'll never be enough If what you're looking for is someone To be blinded by city lights,Strung out on lust and unknown drugs Hungover days from reckless nights (oh no)Silent, but we're screaming at the top of our lungs, what's wrong with one night of fun Can't act first, think later Live fast, and die greater What if I walk away From this all What if I hold myself so high there's no way I could ever fall The price of approval isn't worth my soul Temptation doesn't have a hold on me Maybe I'll disappear,maybe I'll flee the scene Millions of faces blurred behind towers of concrete Everybody's all the same, and they all play the game Please get me out of here, I just can't relate So many eyes but nobody sees me Everybody acting like it'd be so bad to be me But when I go I know they'll all be looking for me When I'm gone they suddenly want to hear my story They wear their masks so well, but they don't know I can tell Behind those smiles, they're just like all of us Chasing highs to fill the emptiness inside When I'm gone, they'll feel the weight Of the void they helped create Pretending to be fine, while falling apart Longing for a touch that heals the heart They'll realize too late, the truth they denied That we're all just lonely souls trying to survive And when I disappear, they'll understand It was never about the fame or a one-night stand What if I walk away From this all What if I hold myself so high there's no way I could ever fall The price of approval isn't worth my soul Temptation doesn't have a hold on me Maybe I'll disappear,maybe I'll flee the scene Millions of faces blurred behind towers of concrete Everybody's all the same, and they all play the game Please get me out of here, I just can't relate So many eyes but nobody sees me Everybody acting like it'd be so bad to be me But when I go I know they'll all be looking for me When I'm gone they suddenly want to hear my story What if the lights fade out And the cameras stop rolling Will they remember my name Or will I just be another story told in vain I'm not part of your charade A puppet along your string Can't put words in my mouth like ventriloquy Tired of playing your games, I'd rather be nobody Than lose myself for your fame So I'll take my final bow, No more pretending, the mask comes down, I'm breaking free from your twisted crowd, No longer your doll, no longer your clown When I'm gone, don't search for me in your lies, I'll be where the truth flies high Above the noise, where the real survive, And maybe then, you'll see, It was never about what you wanted me to be