it's not the same

Times are changing we can try to hold on but it's only our heart we're at risk of endangering, so let gooooooooo that person's not the same once their coffin closes We can't waste our time when it's such a fine line between having it all and letting it all fall apart, we're not the same as we were before we went through it all so we have to learn to love ourselves for who we really are, I can't sit here and wonder why you didn't give this all you had it's enough misery knowing you could hurt me this damn badddddddd, oh I'm falling apart but I can't stay here and just be saddddddddddd Nobody knows the price I would pay to look back and see things the same way I used to but it's not worth the price you pay if going backwards means you lose yourself too, ohhhhhhhh it's time to turn the page 'cause no matter how hard we try things will never be the same, nobody's at fault so we can't shift blame it's just the funny tricks of time that have made us estranged, we're not the sameeeeeeee it's not the same I'd bet you don't even recognize me when they call my name, it's not the same Tell me something that I don't know none of us reach out even though we both have a phone, I guess sometimes that's just how it goes I just want to let you know, there's no animosity in my heart sometimes for better things to fall together everything else has to fall apart, I couldn't be mad even if I tried because I could put more effort out and I can't deny it Doing the right thing feels so Wrong I don't even know how to reach out after shutting down for so long, we've both left scars and we've both been burned but we wear them all as medals from our battles that we've earned, I'm gonna shut it down even though I wish you no harm I want you to thrive but I can live be a part of it Nobody knows the price I would pay to look back and see things the same way I used to but it's not worth the price you pay if going backwards means you lose yourself too, ohhhhhhhh it's time to turn the page 'cause no matter how hard we try things will never be the same, nobody's at fault so we can't shift blame it's just the funny tricks of time that have made us estranged, we're not the sameeeeeeee it's not the same I'd bet you don't even recognize me when they call my name, it's not the same