Void

I leave my heart and soul to no one I have no friends and I have no fun I live my life like an Eidolon Walking down these streets, it's like I think that I am chosen And I play love like it's a sick game I break their heart and keep a straight face Cause it's just way too hard to erase the events of my past I have surpassed that made me this way I can't fall asleep feeling like this again I can't live this life where I'm my only friend I put myself on another level, it's not above, oh no, it's in a bubble I fall right into the light every time I try to fight these fears There's no one here Life's easier without a care Memories that frame out my life make it way too hard to fight these fears There's no one here Don't let them close they'll disappear They have all ways disappeared, that's why I don't let them near My whole life is an enigma Where my sorrows just grow thicker But I know I will not surrender to the panic of my days My mistakes have made me richer I can't fall asleep feeling like this again I can't live this life where I'm my only friend I put myself on another level, it's not above, oh no, it's in a bubble I fall right into the light every time I try to fight these fears There's no one here Life's easier without a care Memories that frame out my life make it way too hard to fight these fears There's no one here Don't let them close they'll disappear They have all ways disappeared, that's why I don't let them near I feel so void and paranoid Shut me down turn off the noise Help me escape my current state I have to face my fears today Cause I can't fall asleep feeling like this again I can't live this life where I'm my only friend I put myself on another level It's not above oh no it's in a bubble