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I was so afraid of being lonely that I thought I'd get some practice When I didn't take your calls And I blamed it on bad service I heard from your friends that you're on all the dating apps again The ones that I can't stand to keep On my iPhone screen They make me nervous Now and then you still appear In the ghosts of my living room windows Here and there I think I miss you Then I wake up and the door's closed I never wanted anything but something Something to know You held me and I told you I should go Sometimes I pray You're somewhere loving someone who will stay That's what you said you wanted and it's valid I wanted the same thing But times change strangely Once upon a time I never wanted to leave You held my hand in August And I let you know how much it meant to me Now it's when I only see you In the ghosts of my kitchen ceiling Here and there I think I need you But it's just me breathing I never wanted anything but something Something that could grow You held me and I told you I should go You held me and I told you I should go You held me and I knew I had to go