I'll Be Home For Christmas, I Just Don't Know What State I'll Be In

(Save me) This one might just do the trick to keep me safe Or it might poison me, blow up in my face I'm asking this, I'm asking this So maybe you'll set me straight this time I'm asking this, I'm asking this And maybe you'll set me straight some time I kept my heart inside my chest for you open up But now it's Christmas and you're absent like my favourite book This is why don't trust anyone Weekends, weekdays, weakness it all works out the same Regift, receipt, exchange me, I'm worthless anyway Secrets, secrets, secrets, I'll keep mine, silent as a grave I can't say the same of you Nothing matters Nothing matter til it does Nothing matters but you do This one might just do the trick tonight yeah! I keep tripping on the lights I'm meant to hang myself up with There's no courage left to fight, you suck up all the oxygen And yet these minutes march me on... Yeah! Do I wish them all away? Do I wish them all Do I wish them all away? Caught between a rock and a folk song I meant to walk but I just can't lift my legs today But I've got eyes to see this through I keep tripping on the lights I'm meant to hang myself up with There's no courage left to fight, you suck up all the oxygen (I keep tripping) I keep tripping on the lights I'm meant to hang myself up with (I keep tripping) There's no courage left to fight, you suck up all the oxygen I keep tripping on the lights I'm meant to hang myself up with I keep tripping I keep tripping I keep tripping on the lights I'm meant to hang myself up with I keep tripping, I keep tripping I keep tripping So I'll replace this familiar face And work on sending signals into outer space And you'll be fine, and I'll be fine I've realised that I'll never have a social life