my addiction

I hold my stomach when I look in the mirror See my reflection she looks like a stranger Cycle starts back up again Can't resist but I Should be wise and not compare It's sad but I can't help but care Stepping on the scale seeing numbers change So satisfying but it fluctuates In a food obsessive state Looking at my body weight And I guess that number is fiction But I'll keep up with my addiction I stopped looking at my old pictures They remind me I was thinner Yeah I was depressed at that time Was so obsessed with decline Wish I could go back and stop the Cycle starts back up again Can't resist but I Should be wise and not compare It's sad but I can't help but care Stepping on the scale seeing numbers change So satisfying but it fluctuates In a food obsessive state Looking at my body weight And I guess that number is fiction But I'll keep up with my addiction I know it's hard But I'll keep up with my addiction Should've never started Should be wise and not compare It's sad but all I do is care Step on the scale see the numbers change So satisfying but it fluctuates In a food obsessive state Looking at my body weight And I guess that number is fiction But I'll keep up with my