Circling

I'm 20 feet up from the bottom I'm standing on the ledge and if I fall down Everything will crawl back to me Your cynical apathy My body's doused in gasoline, you hold the match Start it up, bound by flames, and watch it fade to black Was the love we shared all a lie? I'm drowning in your silent crimes You won't hurt me anymore I was circling, circling Circling the drain 'Cause you dragged me down into Your total reign over my conscience Thoughtless acts of mindless bullshit You led me through Oh You led me through I can't Unsee your face You're haunting me, apologies Have waited too long to fix all this Oblivion and carefree bliss While I Just died While you Walked by Spiraling and falling forward I couldn't hold on to this torture All these scars have left me torn I was circling, circling Circling the drain 'Cause you dragged me down into Your total reign over my Life You watched as I just died Fighting for a sign Yeah I was circling, circling Circling the drain I was circling, circling Circling the drain 'Cause you dragged me down into Your total reign over my conscience Thoughtless acts of mindless bullshit Regret hits me like an ocean, your lack of devotion All for this hell you led me through