As I Once Did

I feel numb Nothing I do is ever good enough And honestly I am on the run From this thing called love Cause it hurts me And it breaks me I always feel like it's out to get me Can't sleep at night I feel deprived And I feel hopeless I feel jaded Don't feel like i'm gonna make it Only question is why This happens all the time I'm so done with the lies I'm so done with the life I live every single day Some days I just want it to change Cause I I don't feel the same As I once did As I once did Your dramatic Your dramatics Are the reason why things never lasted You always take things and make them drastic I do not need your dramatics Yea I don't got no time for that No time for the talking back No time for the arguing Everything was harder then I don't wanna feel the pain I just wanna end this thing Whatever you call you and me I don't need you girl I got me On me I'm so done with the lies I'm so done with the life I live every single day Some days I just want it to change Cause I I don't feel the same As I once did As I once did