SELFISH

Look into the mirror see the villain I've been facing Never been defeated very similar to Jason Closer to the vision barely blinking as I'm pacing Throwing back the medicine to fuel the undertaking Eternally run never to find what I've been chasing Now that I'm numb I could be kind or could be faking Will I become what I reprise of forsaking Whether be dumb or blind I'm not escaping Plastic knife against my wrist Sewing thread around my neck BB gun against my head so what could I expect If I'm bleeding it's long if I'm falling it's quick Sick of ending it all I've been stalling it since So I'm cutting it short kill the lights hit the switch Hang it up cuz I'm calling it quits I'm too hungry to eat I'm too tired to sleep I'm to selfish to keep To keep moving on I'm too blinded to see That I'm dying to breathe I'm too selfish to keep Too selfish to keep moving on Too selfish to keep moving on Too selfish to keep moving on So afraid of sleep I couldn't bat an eye Days are not for me because I'm sad at night Never had a dream for me to have alive But would I rather I die? So What's the difference if I laugh or cried It's my demise I chose to catalyze In this grave I have lied praying begging for life A thirst that not even the ocean could've satisfied I could purge every word every cut has gone deep What's a death wish? A wish upon death? Or is it mentally wishing my own death upon me? Either way this is self given anguish Every day I have left is amazing This is my life am I selfish to take it I'm selfishly thinking of myself as I take it I'm too hungry to eat I'm too tired to sleep I'm to selfish to keep To keep moving on I'm too blinded to see That I'm dying to breathe I'm too selfish to keep Too selfish to keep moving on Too selfish to keep moving on Too selfish to keep moving on Keep moving ON KEEP MOVING ON A special relief That I've yet receive So conceptually I'm too selfish to keep I'm too hungry to eat I'm too tired to sleep I'm to selfish to keep To keep moving on I'm too blinded to see That I'm dying to breathe I'm too selfish to keep Too selfish to keep I'm too hungry to eat I'm too tired to sleep I'm to selfish to keep To keep moving on I'm too blinded to see That I'm dying to breathe I'm too selfish to keep Too selfish to keep moving on Too selfish to keep moving on Too selfish to keep moving on