WTF I Want

Drown emotions in TV-shows Trying to forget to live Used to dream about my future Now creeping out if someone mentions it Can`t really get anything right But eating myself through the day Eventhoug I know it makes me fall Into that whole deeper and deeper Feel like I`m not made For a normal life But society makes me Despair I don`t know what the f*ck I want I`m too young to be done with beeing dumb and broke This shit makes me wanna cry Pray about it day and night wonder how they learned to live I don`t know where the hell I belong Don`t fit in here don`t like anyone Don`t wanna call this place my home But I`m too young to be on my own Wonder how they figured out Is there a pill for this Feel the need to show the world What makes me who I am But why Searching for a goal to chase Afraid not to stand out I`m angry ´cause we`re treated like children But expected to behave like adults Still nobody tells me what I`m supposed to do Stuck in a sad generation with happy pictures I am lost I don`t know what the f*ck I want I`m too young to be done with beeing dumb and broke This shit makes me wanna cry Pray about it day and night wonder how they learned to live I don`t know where the hell I belong Don`t fit in here don`t like anyone Don`t wanna call this place my home But I`m too young to be on my own Wonder how they figured out Is there a pill for this I`d say it`s not about you anymore But I don`t wanna lie to myself nomore I know I let you go so I hold back But you`re still part of all my prayers I know we both go different way`s But my heart can`t seem to forget you I don`t know what the f*ck I want I`m too young to be done with beeing dumb and broke This shit makes me wanna cry Pray about it day and night wonder how they learned to live I don`t know where the hell I belong Don`t fit in here don`t like anyone Don`t wanna call this place my home But I`m too young to be on my own Wonder how they figured out I need a pill for this