Caught Up (Feelings)

Ghost But i can still feel you in my throat I know it's best not to care But how do I drown these sorrows? They keep coming up for air Guess I'm caught up in my feelings again I guess I'm caught up in my feelings again Staring at my phone but you're never picking up There was trouble in the water guess I'm difficult to love Aha Aha Aha Did you miss my tattoo? It said handle with care I'm sinking don't just stop and stare Send up some flares It's SOS in murky waters Fathers abandon daughters Mothers smothering they sons Shit is classic Black Hole Sun And what we had was fun A game of Russian Roulette Guess i was getting too wet That's my kink I think I can float I sink Ain't' no boat to carry me home now I feel so alone now I tried again Failed again Loneliness must have crawled into my chest Took refuge in my ribcage, screamed sanctuary Against your silence, you see I don't ask for much, but you offer so little And who am I to disrespect the goddess I've become? Weak mean swear women with daddy issues are at fault Those prudes or loose or whatever we'll choose as a label Let's drink to that - I sober up Dare not chase him for a coveted place in his schedule Busy, since I chat with guardian angels All I do is cry I bit the bullet It's a blessing in disguise