Dealing With

Shooting for the stars, Is a long shot I've come so far, given all I got nothing can hold me back That's why gravity is jealous of me Older and I'm feeling all the stuff I did younger Will be the death of me I've changed mentally but stayed the same physically I just need to watch who I hang with Before I relapse relapse I'm aiming to clear levels Not for the top yet Stock up before I plummet Just so I can cope when it's over Bumping mos def and dj klover If I'm not getting through Service must be blocked Or they forgot change the locks Smoking chilling on the rooftop That's a habit I've gotta stop Taking time with every line so you never forget This is where it starts In every moment I lost money, I lost friends, I lost time I'm never getting back I lost hope, I lost faith, And myself I'm not asking for help It's stuff I was dealing with Dealing With, Dealing With, Dealing With, Dealing with, Dealing With, Dealing With, Dealing With, Dealing With Protect your art it's a piece of the heart Had to pull myself from the dark Some truth I hid from the light Finally Came out to shine This isn't who I planned to be I wish my father wore a jimmy The night my parents conceived me Lately It's been crazy like that last line And my social life has been on the decline Lot of people left me When I needed them It's all love and something I'm dealing with I've been doing stuff I don't usually do Dealing with stuff I shouldn't tell, Might put my Hope up for sale Everyone believes I'll fail, I'm going to balance out the scales I've had this talk with myself If the ship sinking I'm going down with it I'll be satisfied knowing I put the work in and that I built it from the ground up I lost money, I lost friends, I lost time Im never getting back I lost hope, I lost faith, And myself I'm not asking for help It's stuff I was dealing with Dealing With, Dealing With, Dealing With, Dealing with, Dealing With, Dealing With, Dealing With, Dealing With