Till I Die

This is something I've been holding in I've only been giving you portions You might wanna Proceed with caution My mind is in construction Having a hazardous head is hard That's a reason I keep up my guard Others could be to cover up the scars Am I too far gone I hope I'm not too far Gone I'm doing this just because I don't really need a cause I feel like it's my purpose I don't know where I'd be without this Do I drop it off and stick with my 9-5 This was here for me when no one else was So I'm doing this Till I Die Till I Die, Till I Die Taking my hope to new heights Success doesn't happen overnight they say They tell me watch your temper life will be better I know what I'm here to do everyday I'll be a reminder of a hard worker friends who turn out to be pretenders Won't be remembered Losing time as I get older Weight of the world on my shoulders I don't have the build but I'm feeling like atlas I'm doing this just because I don't really need a cause I feel like it's my purpose I don't know where I'd be without this Do I drop it off and stick with my 9-5 This was here for me when no one else was So I'm doing this Till I Die Till I die, Till I Die This path will leave me torn Destined for it since I was born unsure which way to turn I see a bunch of rough roads with no return Needing to retreat so I can recharge and recollect I wonder what if I'm never set Park my car riverside With the intent to write I do a lot of writing I also Waste away minutes waiting There are many who wander lost I used to ponder the cost But It's just an modern renaissance Still trying to find where I belong Didn't know it took this long A songbird with his wings gone But the response keeps him strong Stressed about tomorrow's doom Not wanting to leave my room Since a rose can bloom, I can too I'm a butterfly coming out his cocoon I finally know what I need to do I'm doing this just because I don't really need a cause I feel like it's my purpose I don't know where I'd be without this Do I drop it off and stick with my 9-5 This was here for me when no one else was So I'm doing this Till I Die Till I Die, Till I Die