Still Healing

I've realized it doesn't take a lot of thought to change my ways I simply have to think of you and I become a different person Never one for making plans but I can't forget the ones we had Like when you said I'd wait for you, in New York til you finish school Maybe for good maybe for bad but I don't regret what we both had Something to feel helped me to grow Something to heal from where did you go Where did you go Something to heal from, where did you go I've thought a lot the last few months about where we fought and where we won But sometimes winnings not the goal sometimes you lose but we both know That something good came out of this, no happy ending no last kiss No I got hurt, you got her Fair play congrats you got first I remember what my friends told me wait he'll come around slowly Just a few he'll call in the morning That was the end of the story Maybe for good maybe for bad But I don't regret what we both had Something to feel helped me to grow Something to heal from we'll never know If I was the one for you the whole time you never once put up a good fight I don't know if I'm ready to feel Not ready to know not ready to heal I hope you finally found the one who lets you love the way you want And always picks up the phone even when you call drunk and all alone Never one for making plans but I remember what you said In two weeks I graduate Promise me that you won't be late I remember what my friends told me wait he'll come around slowly Just a few he'll call in the morning That was the end of the story Maybe for good maybe for bad But I don't regret what we both had Something to feel helped me to grow Something to heal from we'll never know If I was the one for you the whole time you never once put up a good fight I don't know if I'm ready to feel Not ready to know not ready to heal